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Deceived
02:33
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Oh surprise, surprise
Honey you‘re not funny tryna to fool me, telling lies, desguising your own tendencies to fantasize, but guess what you‘re the one, who needs to realize what‘s real life and what is not. spinning such a fucked up little plot and we‘re supposed to be living in it? But even humor got its limits, ain‘t it? Check your own brain if you’re propagating tumors on it?
I nomore know who to believe
Are you wrong or am I naive?
My mind is dull I can not receive
This ain’t my life I am being deceived
What’s the point of lying to me
Let me live my reality,
Check the facts, before spilling the te
How did you get your masters degree?
what do you even mean by he is gone, Doctor where should he go? He was sitting at our table, eating lunch, I was frying up some bacon, we dis glow life was in flow a couple of hours ago.
So you must be mistaken, whos life you are shakingsomebody elses corps must be lying on your table and you’re not able to tell them apart, he’s the most handsome creature, so it can’t be that hard to identify, my boy would never leave me without saying goodbye.
It’s 4'29 so he should be working on a client or standing in line to buy the wine for us to dine. So I am not going to whine because of your immense incompetence telling nonesense, using past tense on my lover, your gonna discover that you pulled the cover over another brother.
I nomore know who to believe
Are you wrong or am I naive?
My mind is dull I can not receive
This ain’t my life I am being deceived
What’s the point of lying to me
Let me live my reality,
Check the facts, before spilling the te
How did you get your masters degree?
I am equipped with enough grip to get that denial ain’t only a river in Egypt, in fact that is probably the case, my boy must have taken off on a trip to take off some time of our relationship, but will be back in a sec, cause we are a pack. We don’t come as single tracks on the rack, we’re not only snacks for each other we are soul food. How rude that would be, to leave me like a single pea on a plate, he’s my soul mate, since our first date in the back seat of that limousine when we still were teens, falling for each other in a heart beat, now you’re telling me straight to my face, that fate has taken another path and I should not wait for my babe to return, but to learn how to stop yearning for his touch
On my weak spots. Why the fuck do want me to feel lost?
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Rage
02:11
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For anger to turn to rage, you need to loose the „n“
N for no
When you snatched my match, this reptile hatched, in the nest of my chest out this egg I caressed and incubated,
Since we dated and became related.
A scaled lil worm, but hungry as a hole
Pushing down, opressing all the anger in my soul and sice you‘re gone there‘s a lot of it, I accumulate all the hate, that was created when you stepped through the heavenly gate
I keep my rage in my skull cage
Every day it ages, more furrows in my face
About to break the bars, gotta be let loose
I keep my rage in my skull cage
I Feed my little pet, give it all my juice
Fire in my head, ready for abuse
Blood is boiling in my custom prressure cooker,
A scorching stew of hate is bubbling since they took her, need to feed my greedy pet a three course meal for it to shed
Breaking up its skin from
Tail to chin for it to level up
my little anger got so fucking big, funny how time flies, only yesterday it was a spark in my eyes, but I took real good care, pourred all the oil I could spare, drip drop down your throat, in the hope I could bring up this beast, to release,
When I‘m in need for a bulldozer, running over all the living creatures, that always take the best of me,
In a sec you gonna see, my rage banging on your roof, poof poof.
Anger is my ruler a 6 foot 8 preschooler, mowing all the land like Alexander the great
Fuled by hate, it swallows its prey with the plate.
You stripped me off my mate, you about to feel my hate
I keep my rage in my skull cage
Every day it ages, more furrows in my face
About to break the bars, gotta be let loose
I keep my rage in my skull cage
I Feed my little pet, give it all my juice
Fire in my head, ready for abuse
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3. |
Interlude I
00:51
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4. |
Bargaining
03:48
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5. |
Interlude II
01:12
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6. |
Dump
02:40
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Dumped like a chewing gum I am wandring from shoe to shoe, no clue, how i got here or who took me home. Only By sticking to others I am able to roam about.
The oder of sweat and cheap beer fills the sphere. And every thought takes a year to appear clear. All your clothes gather to cover the floor so even when somebody tries to reach, they wouldn’t manage to open the door. I leak, my dam broke, I could swallow gallons, but what for, the only thing it hydrates is my lacrimal gland.
Suddenly my legs are not supposed to stand, but to wobble, they no more carry, every pebble under the sole, makes them tremble, like fucking twizzlers. Though The asphalt sizzles my limbs, they shiver. I want to chug that bottle of vodka and jump into the river.
Darkness comes upon me,
lets me faint so I can’t fight,
it claiming every bone
Making my brain
its newest home.
Darkness dwells within me
Steers my life and dims the light
It takes my hands
Bresks my legs snd
Drags me to its mother land
It blossoms in the warmth of my existence
It feists on my richness and shits out its babies.
They themselve consume my substance
Till every fiber, every cell is black.
They devour my power
From head to toe, from front to back
They ravage my courage
Till I am a wreck, till I’m just a lack
A lack of human
It’s just black.
Inside and surrounding me! Just black.
I lost the track of time inside this ditch or did I lose time all together! The big freeze of galaxies.?
We used to seize the day and It didn‘t matter how many times we lost our ways, we always found each other, but this time is different, I should have been with you, should have listened to the alarm,
when the halt of it all hit us we were supposed to compost arm in arm
Darkness dwells within me
Steers my life and dims the light
It takes my hands
Bresks my legs snd
Drags me to its mother land
Darkness comes upon me,
lets me faint so I can’t fight,
it claiming every bone
Making my brain
its newest home.
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7. |
Peace
03:10
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Letting go was never an option,
Moving on is a lie too
A part of me will forever yearn, but it‘s not on fire, it no more burns
We are far more worth than destruction!
I would much rather build on our memories
Plant some seeds in our ground, so we can grow for evermore and are not only found in history books, rather living on.
I am not saying my fear of missing out isn‘t triggered daily.
I still ask myself what fathers we would have been, where life would have taken us and these vivid pictures are beautiful but damn do they hurt.
I would have loved to act them out,
digging in the dirt to build a house for us alone, forrest all around, hear your sounds, but no they won’t play my eardrum, only tap dance around my synapsis, but they are there, you still exist
and I don‘t want to be ungrateful. I need to accept the fact, that you now caress my brain cells, instead of the back of my neck
Peace the balance between tension and release
Peace coming home, feeling home
Peace to have the courage to be truly free
Peace feeling good together and alone
Peace the balance between tension and release
Peace feeling warm without your arms
Peace being full after a feist
Peace and still falling deeper for your charm
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8. |
Outro
01:58
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Brassmaster Flash Fribourg, Switzerland
Energetic, innovative and daring, the hip-hop brass band Brassmaster Flash has been touring the stages and streets of Switzerland and abroad since 2017. Between original compositions and covers of the great classics of the style, the band gets an ever-growing audience moving. Brassmaster Flash is formed by professional musicians from all over Switzerland and beyond united by their love of hip-hop. ... more
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